i carry your heart with me. by E.E. Cummings

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

This morning when I woke up, I put the t.v. on and "In Her Shoes" was on. I cried for most of the ending, and loved this poem!!! :) 

i love birthdays.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JALENE!!! Hope you have a great day. :) May all of your wishes come true! Miss you tons and hope to see you very soon!!! love you!

here's to a fabulous week.

This week was great! :) This past weekend me and mish joined some friends to SD. It was so fun, I didn't want to return to vegas! The people there were really nice, chill environment, had a BEACH and had great night life activities! Thinking about it makes me miss it even more. :(

I also had a great week at school. I did very well on both of my quizzes! Plus I finally had a week with no exams! But...I have 2 exams and 1 quiz next week, 2 finals the week after, and 2 more finals the following week! I hope I do well on all of them. :) 

I also found out that I have an interview on May 8th! I'm very excited and nervous, but I know I will do fine. :)

Pray for me that all goes well!!! :)

missing you.

Today marks the one year anniversary of my Grandma Susan's passing. I think about her everyday as well as my other grandparents that passed. I can't believe a year has passed already! I can still hear her voice and her laugh! :) She seriously had the best laugh in the world, P would try to do it all the time. :)

Grandma Susan was very special to all of us. She was always full of energy, loved playing golf, dancing odori, traveling, and spending time with her family. She was also very talented--she was the best quilter, seamstress, odori dancer, and made the best corned beef hash patties and won ton chips! :) Also, I truly believe that she was the best dancer at O-Bon. She always looked so nice with her kimono, obi and kanzashi! :) I will always remember all 7 of us (the grandchildren) dancing behind her, and following her. Also, I will always remember when she came to vegas for my 21st birthday. I'm so happy that I got to spend my birthday with her! She took us to dinner and after we went gambling! She had so much fun with all of us! :) 

I miss going to Kihei to swim with her and eating lunch with her. I remember the last summer I had with her I spent every Sunday with her--she would swim with me for 30 min. for some exercise and talk about the past and current events, then we would either eat lunch or go to Jamba Juice! I swear that Jamba Juice never tasted so delicious! It hit the spot every time on those hot summer days in Kihei! My grandma would order the peach flavored one (she just loved it). 

I have so many wonderful memories of her, I could type out pages! I know that she is in a better place right now. I know she will always be with me and my family everyday watching over us. I love her and miss her so much!!!

first.

I was influenced by my dear friends, Jalene and Mika to make a blog! I absolutely love reading their blogs, so i figure i give it a try. :) 

For Easter, Melissa, Misha and I colored eggs as we do every year. Our family has been doing this since I could remember. My Grandma Susan always joined us and decorated an egg with Betty Boop on it for each of the kids (never anything else). Meliss and I were going to draw Betty Boop on one of the eggs, but we knew it wouldn't be the same. Instead we colored eggs in memory of family members that were not here with us in Vegas! I must say, the eggs came out pretty cute! :)